The Search for Love in Manhattan

February 03, 2006

I'm reading a biography of Shirley Jackson, author of (among many other things) "The Lottery," the terrifying story about a small town that annually stones one of its residents to death. In discussing Jackson's taste in literature, her biographer quotes her as saying that she loved eighteenth-century novels for "the preservation of and insistence on a pattern superimposed precariously on the chaos of human development."

"I think it is the combination of these two," Jackson continued, "that forms the background of everything I write--the sense which I feel of a human and not very rational order struggling inadequately to keep in check forces of great destruction, which may be the devil and may be intellectual enlightenment."

I knew there was a reason I liked her.

Unfortunately, the biography also informs me that Jackson was one year younger than I am now when she published "The Lottery," so I will never be able to think of her again without a certain amount of bitterness and envy and gall.

On the other hand, she was exactly as old as I am now when she got hooked on amphetamines, so if I can make it to January 12, 2007 without doing the same then I will be able to feel superior to her in at least one arena.

Posted by Faustus, MD at 11:04 PM

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1) g8s said (on 02/ 4/06 at 06:27 AM):

Hey, now... Bitterness? Envy? Gall, even? Betcha Shirley (Ms.) Jackson (if you're nasty) would love to hearing that, as it sounds like the makings of one of her stories.

2) Alastair said (on 02/ 4/06 at 07:53 AM):

If the excerpt is anything to go by, you also manage to exceed her writing skills quite comfortably.

3) Hanuman said (on 02/ 4/06 at 08:08 AM):

I remember having to read "The Lottery" in junior high. That story still creeps me out....

4) David said (on 02/ 4/06 at 08:55 AM):

Well, think of it this way: if you get hooked on amphetamines now, you will have beaten her to the punch by eleven months. You would win!

5) Uncle Zoloft said (on 02/ 4/06 at 09:48 AM):

... maybe you could reset her story in Charleston interweaveing your troubled youth and get on Oprah's Book Club ...

6) Adrienne said (on 02/ 4/06 at 05:13 PM):

How strange, I was just talking about that story last night...

7) tim said (on 02/ 4/06 at 07:34 PM):

I LOVE Shirley Jackson. My sophomore year highschool English report was on her. I loved loved loved loved her. I believe I got a B+. My teacher never ever gave A's or A-'s. Of course, I scored an A before I left her class. :)

8) David said (on 02/ 5/06 at 03:16 AM):

You on amphetamines would be not just a recipe for a disaster, but an entire cookbook and cable access program.

9) michael vocino said (on 02/ 5/06 at 08:43 AM):

Hi. I just wanted you to know that I finally got to your little book---Gay Haiku. Great stuff. I giggled at most but with many I laughed outloud and a few I am still thinking about... I found them quite profound! Thanks for giving me a quick but fun and even challenging read. m.

p.s. I love Shirley Jackson, too.

10) Mush said (on 02/ 7/06 at 11:14 AM):

You should totally do a little speed. You know, just every now and then, like when your apartment needs to be cleaned. REALLY, REALLY, REALLY CLEANED.

11) Gurustu said (on 02/ 8/06 at 01:11 AM):

I remember they used to show that movie every year in school. I think they were trying to tell us something.

Have you noticed that her life is about getting stoned, while yours is about getting laid? I think you're off to a much better start!

12) Molly said (on 02/10/06 at 03:00 AM):

Shirley Jackson went to my high school. It's not much of a legacy, but it's something.

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